Christ, time really does go by fucking fast. I'm so tired of being at home doing nothing. I think the guys at Wingzone are punishing me because of the days off that I request, so they're not allowing me to work at all during the week. It's not like I'm requesting days off on the weekend to go fuck around at some party. I've got important things to do, and I explain them. I don't ask for every weekend off. In fact, I only ask them off when I can't accomplish any of the tasks I need to do during the week. I wish they'd give me a fucking break.

I feel like I'm going nowhere with my writing. I don't know what I should do. I have ideas, but they just seem to fall apart. I used to think I was getting distracted, but here I am, with the the television off, iTunes playing wordless soft music, and the WoW servers down, and I'm still writing in a damned blog I haven't touched in months instead of attempting to bang out anything. Maybe I'm not cut out for this sort of thing? Maybe I should cut my losses and find a fucking labor job, or something, I dunno. Hopefully the fact that people are hiring for Christmas will help me. Who knows?

That's the damned negativity talking right there. I know I'm good at writing, and I enjoy it, I feel it within my veins. So I just have to put the pen to paper and get started. Although as soon as the Moon Guard server comes up I'm back to crushing skulls for a while. New talents and all.

Later.

P.S. Misery Business is my new pet project now.